Reigning (raining) Queen of Kirklandia,
It is still surprising to realize how divine process works.
And then remember that I am seeing only a fraction,
and not even a very big fraction of the actual process.
Flow doesn't stay flowing; there are always opportunities for turbulence
and I for one, have never been attracted to literally shooting the rapids.
(Figuratively is another matter, obviously)
The most monumental thing to happen (for me) is recording a tiny little (5-8 minutes) clip
of "Quartet for the End of Time" for a grant application.
I hold the idea he had regarding time in my day dreams.
And wonder about the concept of rhythm...
I don't have as much insight into Messian as I would like
but my understanding is growing that direction.
Working with Tai Chi Sword form and the other forms
helps me to tune into the inward turbulence and possible causes...
or conditions and opportunities for transformation.
My recent study of Butoh technique has supported a deeper understanding
of the violence that came out of the events of WW2.
Step by step, or bird by bird as Anne Lamott says,
rivers are opening which I believed were permanently closed.